Life is not so easy at times
When I entered into this college, I had a thousand of dreams
in my eyes. Seeing my parents I promised
to myself I will make your life better one day. My father wants me to see
myself in corporate world. That is the only reason for me to join in this big
institution.
My entire relatives asked my father y this risk? But my
father is like “Why not? Whether
daughter of farmer remain in house for doing households. No she is a dreamer.
She will shine wherever she goes, she will make people happy. I am sure she
will make everyone proud one day “Hearing these words I got inspiration I
really want to do something to tell him you are always right.
He wants me to excelled in my studies I always
granted his wish I scored very good marks in my HSC and he didn’t even think
once before getting application form from SASTRA since studying in SASTRA is
not a small thing for family like us
His belief on me made him to do that. I entered into SASTRA
by merit that’s my first achievement. That too from very rural village and from
middle class family, it is not a small thing. My father always gave me the best
starting from my dress to choosing college.
He is the best human being and off course best father. He can’t
see me cry he will break down if he saw me crying. He always asks me before
taking any important decision. He respects me and my views. That made me and
forced me to do something good and made this man feel proud
And then comes my placement, I wanted to get placed in big
company this is not only my dream but also an entire family’s dream. I worked hard. No sleeping not eating well
didn’t care how I looks. Never cared of what happening around me my life moved
like this and started experiencing interviews
I lost so many companies from Amazon to Microsoft but I
never give up since I fully prepared for TCS and I believed I will get placed
in that company and wrote my first online test. Wrote very well
But to my shock I didn’t get selected for second round. I
broke down. People who didn’t even worked 10% percent for this got selected but
I didn’t, I did well also. Where it went wrong, just because I m not lucky,
just because I m not deserving, or because I m not good enough. I couldn’t
figure out what was my fault for not getting into the company which I worked
for so many months.
Everyone around me came and consoled me. Some words
encouraged me. Some gave pathetic look towards me. Whatever this is not a time
to feel or cry I have to move on. I have to choose my path where it leads to my
destination.
I consoled myself saying that, this company is not lucky
enough to have me. As my father told me I m a dreamer I will achieve my goal
and one day that day is not so far.
“Papa I will make you feel proud one day”. I lost this opportunity
because better chances are waiting for me. I will show this world I m god
enough. I will show I m deserved and my hard work will ultimately leads to
success.
Waiting for my next opportunity, Life has to move on don’t
get struck when you face a failure. Everyone will have their turn. For someone
it might be early, for few it might take some time. And may be today is not my
day and may tomorrow I might get better than what I lost today.
Hoping for a miracle J
