Everyone has love
story. Everyone had crush in their life. It may be a love, infatuation or affection.
. It will end in love for few, or it will end in pain... Anyway love is a sweet
pain, whenever we cherish our memories it was more memorable one!!!!!
I had one such
experience in my life .He is my school senior; I met him on 15, November 2007. One day he sings a song, my friends are
totally impressed by his song so, I was very eager to see him... my friend showed him near a school library. I
think I felt love at first sight. I
started liking him, without knowing anything about him may be love is blind!!!!
After that incident,
I started noticing him. Wherever he goes, I eagerly collected information about
him... I used to sight him, I gathered all information about him, I was
studying 9th and he was in 11th so for us evening classes...
I had to wait up to 8 o clock ,I waited lonely in bus stand but when I saw him,
I felt some secure but he don’t know anything about me ..
I entered 10th
standard and he entered 12th standard. He was busy with his studies
and I was busy with sighting, when days went, I don’t have an exam fear but
having fear of losing him because after 12th he will go for higher education
what can I do in school without his presence? I feel all alone, I thought of
express my feeling to him because I thought, if I missed him now I will missed
him forever but I don’t have a enough dare to speak to him .
I expressed my love
to my friend ,he is a good friend of him .he conveyed my phone number to him .I
felt happy that at least he knew my name alone, but actually he knew everything
that I sighted him but he loved some other
girl in his 10th
He called me twice
and onetime my mummy pick his call, my family was strict in that so I told to
my friend not to call me...I didn’t see him and contact him for a year, I loss
all my hopes one fine day, I went for my native temple function .while, I
moving to temple I felt some strange feelings inside my heart my instinct said
he is some where!!!
I was shocked to
see him... on that function that day I realized “my first love”. I had a strong
hope some time, some where I will definitely meet him, speak with him, my love
made me as a poet writer... I started love myself, I heard that he is studying
in Chennai...if I want to get seat means I have to score more marks...
I don’t have a big
target ,I have target of his mark for that I studied ,I worked hard. I got exactly same mark what he got in his 12th
but my bad luck I don’t apply for that college my family preferred some other
college ..But that changed me a lot and gave enough courage for my love...
One day, while I
sleeping in my class, I encircled his name in my book my friends saw that and
asking about my love...they asked me to give friend request in face book, I
gave request he accepted my request and gave his phone number we used to chat
in mobile, face book, video chatting, I understand one fact that everything
will be more precious before we get it!!!!!
One day I proposed
him he neither accepted me nor rejected me...he just asked time to forget his
ex lover but I thought he didn’t like me .meanwhile, I faced another problem
because of my love I don’t have a wish to marry my cousin so, I told to my
brother so that made many problems in my home, so they hurried to arrange my engagement..
He came to know all
happenings around me one day we both meet outside the bank but he didn’t speak
to me and he texted that I 'm not looking look good, he added that he expects most beautiful girl but not me he tried to hurt me so, that I go away from him.. I understand him,
I stopped texting him...
Because he don’t
feel that he hurtled me because it may hurt him back...that’s why I hide all he
just want me to hate him and forget him but, he didn’t told me the way to hate
him and forget him.. how can I hate my own heart???
He is my
inspiration,
He is my meaning of
my life,
He led me to good
path,
My love leads me in
a good way!!!!
When I turned my
life back, my love thought me everything it’s actually shaped my life
One time ,he told
that at least in our next life, we will be together I told him ,that I want to
be your lover but now I want myself to
be continued in my next life also, then only I could love him fully what I
missed in this life ..
But I don’t know,
whether he loved me or not... actually I don’t tried to know that everything happens
all sudden. We both want not to lose anything for love but, I loosed my own love...we
both want not others to shed tears for our love ,but I shed all my tears,
because of my love no pain, no gain for him, because I accepted everything for
my love ..
My love is like a
wind,
I can’t see it,
But I can feel it,
You are always with
me in my heart may be one day I will forget you but I can’t hate you ……
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