Evening 5.30 she was solving aptitude problems. her phone started ringing she eagerly took her phone and noticed it was unknown number.
she had a habit of not
storing numbers of person whom she doesn’t know much. she picked and answered one boy
with very low voice wishing her for her birthday which was 2 days back.
she thanked and asked
why such low voice. He told he is in fasting and only two days more for Ramzan.
As she was from the
village where half number of population are from Muslims. she know much about
their culture, slank, their dressing, their food habits etc. she had more Muslim
friends in my school.
But why do she think more about them suddenly?? It’s because of the movie she watched today “thirumanam ennum nikkah”?? Or because she talked
to that Muslim guy?? Or it’s because of Ramzan is next week??
No...
It’s because of one person who gave her so much to remember...
she knew him from her 5th standard though she talked
him twice or thrice in school days. And after schooling they exchange numbers
via social networking.
He introduced himself as her best friend’s fan. Ya, he loved her best friend for 2 years. And finally he mustered his courage and proposed
her but she rejected him. So she talked and consoled him and made him feel
better.
Then their friendship started blooming. they became so close.
And now he proposed her even after knowing that she is hindu she told him she is not interested but he consoled her and told he was madly in love
she got angered because of his behavior. Then days went and
again he told the same thing but this time she never believed and she never take
his words serious. she strongly believe that he still loves her best friend.
But he is not...
Even he played with her so much he sometimes broke her heart.
But still she likes him. she don’t know it’s because she is loving him?
she is confused.
But whatever she can’t do this. Because he is her schoolmate
and he loved her best friend and most importantly he is Muslim
He confused her more he showed too much
love. But this time she took strong decision. Yes, she started loving him.
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she believed religion never be a problem for them. Though, it is
a big issue for their parents. she accepted his love. they talked more but only two
words ‘then’ ‘u tell’ but she never felt bored of this.
Even after seeing that words for 100 times she still want to see that.
she felt, she was happier person in the world. she felt,her love is so pure and true. she felt, she could fight with anyone if he is with her.she felt, she will give up anything for him. she thought he would also feel the same.
But No. he didn’t love her he just had a time pass and due to
his age problem he just needs a girl to share his dirty thoughts. And
ultimately, that victim is herself
When she came to know that he used her, tears rolled down on her cheeks. At one point she even thought of giving up her religion for him.she thought
he is her everything. but she was cheated by him. He played with her emotions , feelings
and she was hurt, broken into pieces.
Cried until, her eyes became dry. Made promises to herself not
to think about the person anymore. Made promise to herself not to believe
anyone. Made promises to herself not to love anyone.
He is a coward he woke up her feelings with no intention of
loving her. If he really not having dare to love her why did he proposed? 1000
questions arose in her mind. But answer is one ‘she is so stupid’
And now she is fine at least, she didn’t go any extreme and when she opened her face book on her birthday got message saying ‘happy bdy ’. she don’t
have any angry on him she replied him ‘thanks’
It’s doesn’t mean that she still have feelings on him. It
means he didn’t even worth for her to get angry on him. And whoever using girls
for their own dirty thoughts are basically not a human being. They are just
garbage. Unfortunately, she happened to love that garbage for a while.
And now she came back to normal girl who is chasing her dreams..
Being alone is happier than being with wrong person isn’t?
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